C-9

"Yuri-ah, stop acting this way" Sooyoung sat besides Yuri on the bed who wasn't stop crying "i'm sorry if it's bothering you. And sorry for the fight" Yuri lying on the bad, and close her eyes "it's okay. If i were you, i'll do the same. You know, i can help you to forget her" Sooyoung turned to face her bestfriend "no, please don't let me forget about her. I don't want to" Yuri opened her eyes "but why?" Sooyoung furrowed her eyebrows "When I close my eyes, she is all I see. I can only see nothing but her. I love her too much, Soo" Yuri closed her eyes again "but... she added more pain in your life, Yul"  "i just... I can't imagine my life without loving her, Soo. I love her and i'll always do, no matter what. Though she didn't feel the same anymore.." Yuri sighed "Yul...." Sooyoung patted Yuri "just please let me be, Soo" Yuri smiled weakly ------------------------------ "appa, how you doing?" Tiffany stared at her father's grave "I miss you so much appa..." Tiffany cried silently "appa, i'm sure that you know about Yuri, although i never introduce her to you before, but i'm sure you knew. She's a good girl, appa. But, i made a mistake, i broke her heart again... What should i do?" Tiffany sobbed "appa, i'm sorry because i'm crying in front of you. I know that you hate it, you hate seeing me cry. I just couldn't take it anymore. I'm sorry appa..." Tiffany wiped away her tears ------------------------------ "huh, why are you here Kwon Yuri? I thought you have taught by my assistant few days ago" Sangwoo smirked "did you kill my parents Kwon Sangwoo?" Yuri asked straight to the point. Yuri record the conversation without he know. "what do you talkin' about?" Sangwoo said in irritated tone "you know exactly what i'm saying" Yuri glared "get out of here" he got on his feet "no" still glared "you want me to teach you again? Huh?" he said in high tone "JUST ANSWER MY QUESTION!!!" Yuri yelled "what will you do then if i say yes?" Sangwoo smirked "so, it's true? You killed my parents? You planned the murder?" Yuri clenched her fist "yes i am. What will you do now? You will report me, won't you?"  "you don't have any evidence. You'll never get me into the jail. I won't let you to have this" Sangwoo laughed as he showed her a piece of paper.  The paper is about an agreement between Sangwoo and the person who killed Yuri's parents. An agreement for not report each other to the police, and not let anyone know about the murder. And there's a signature of them both on the paper. "HOW DARE YOU!!!" Yuri punched Sangwoo repeatedly Sangwoo's assistant and bodyguards entered the room, and pulled Yuri from Sangwoo. They dragged Yuri out from the room, and from the hotel, like few days ago they used the back door. They pushed Yuri to the ground. They kicked her and hit her with a baseball bat. Yuri could feel her broken ribs made a hole in her lung got wider by the hit. Aiming a few more punches straight to my ribs. "ugghh... ugghhh..” yuri started to throw blood Yuri tried to fought back, and stood up, but she couldn't. Before she could recover, the one guy picked her up from behind and held her arms while the other guy hit her in the stomach with the baseball bat. "that's enough" Sangwoo walked towards them He lift Yuri's chin up "don't you dare to punch me again or you'll die like your parents..." Sangwoo grabbed one of the baseball bat from his bodyguard and hit Yuri hardly with it in her head, until she fell on the ground. Blood escaped from her head immadiately. They left Yuri alone then. Yuri tried to got up, but she failed. She tried again and again. The pain in her chest that she felt was unbereable. With her blurry vision she walked shakingly, weakly towards Sooyoung's apartment. After about ten steps she collapsed onto the ground. Losing all of her consciousness. Rain soaked her unconscious body. ------------------------------ "So, what's your answer Fany-ah?" Jaejoong sat next to Tiffany on the bench "Jaejoong-ah, i'm sorry i can't" Tiffany hung her head low "is it because of the girl who punch me yesterday?" Jaejoong stared at me "i'm sorry... I just can't live without her, i love her so much. I hope you understand Jae.." Tiffany faced him "arasso, we're still friends, right?" Jaejoong smiled "of course we are" Tiffany gave him her eyesmile Suddenly, Tiffany's phone rang. "hello?" Tiffany answered the call "Fany-ah.... Come here now... Please hurry up.."  "Sooyoung? What happened?" Tiffany asked in confusion "Yuri... She's sick... She's unconscious... She keeps calling your name, Tiffany... I don't know what to do.. Please come here now!!" Sooyoung said in panic "what?? Okay wait me, i'm on my way now" Tiffany hung up the phone ------------------------------ Tiffany went to Sooyoung's apartment. She knocked the door, Sooyoung opened it then. "where is she?" Tiffany said in panic "my bedroom" Sooyoung let Tiffany in Tiffany rushed towards Yuri , sitting beside the latter. Her beloved girlfriend was lying lifeless on the bed , her eyes closed, her face looked so pale.  She hold Yuri’s arm in an instant. Her tears already escaped from her eyes . She stared at the latter face and her chest started to ache. With her shaky hands she brushed the latter hairs and cupped her cheeks with her palm "she was in a great fever, her temperature was very high. She keeps coughing bloods non-stop" Sooyoung explained "how could it happened? Who did this to her?" Tiffany said in teary eyes "i don't know. My friend found her unconscious on the ground when it was raining heavily. I guess, her uncle who did this to her" Sooyoung gave Tiffany a towel Tiffany wiped Yuri's body and changed her clothes into the new one. She wiped Yuri's blood from her head and put a bandage on it. And then, she picked another towel and soaked it to a warm water and put it on Yuri's forehead. "Tiffany... I miss you... Please come back... I'm so sorry Fany-ah... I love you so much... Please come back.." Yuri mumbled in her sleep "Yuri..." Tiffany held Yuri's palm tightlh "i'm here Yuri-ah.. I'm back" "Fany, can we talk?" Sooyoung stood beside the door Tiffany wiped her tears and nodded. She followed the taller girl to the living room and sat on the couch. Sooyoung let a long sigh. "let me tell you this, Yuri is sick, she has a pneumothorax. Honestly, she didn't let you to know this, she doesn't want you to worry. She told me not to tell you this. But i think you should know" Sooyoung said in serious tone "A pneumothorax is a collection of free air in the chest outside the lung that causes the lung to collapse. Pneumothorax occurs because of a hole that develops in the lung. She couldn't do a hard exercise like running..." Sooyoung explained "one of her ribs was broken, and it cause the disease, it torned her lung. And i'm sure it's because of her fight, fight to earned much money to paid your tuition fees and bought a diamond necklace for you.." Sooyoung paused "she should take the surgery soon to recover. I've told her before, but she refused. I think if you ask her to do it, she will change her mind" "the hole in her lung will get wider and wider everyday. And it'll cause a death, if she doesn't take the surgery soon" Sooyoung finished her explanation Tiffany covered her mouth with her palm, she couldn't say anything. All she can do is crying. ------------------------------- Yuri wake up the next morning. Still felt dizzy, and felt a pain in her body, a whole body. She shocked, because Tiffany slept beside her. She slept on the chair and her head rest on Yuri's abs. Yuri moved her body carefully, she doesn't want to wake her lover. Then she carried Tiffany and put her to the bed carefully.  "my lovely Fany must be so tired" Yuri said almost whisper Yuri smiled, she pecked her lover's forehead, cheeks and then lips softly. She walked to the bathroom to washed up. Then she exited the bedroom and about to leave the apartment. "where are you going Yuri-ah?" Sooyoung wake up from the couch Yuri stopped her step, and turned around. "Somewhere" Yuri smiled "but you're still sick" Sooyoung got on her feet "don't worry" Yuri smiled again "please take care of my jewel, Soo. She's still in a dreamland" Yuri added Yuri steal a glance to her lover who was sleeping quietly, once again. Then she exited Sooyoung's apartment and going nowhere.

C-8

Jaejoong and Tiffany were sitting on a chair, enjoying their dinner in a cafe. Tiffany's jaws dropped suddenly, her eyes widen. She saw Yuri walked up to the stage. She didn't expect that Yuri was here, and Yuri saw her with a guy.  Yuri steal a glance to Tiffany and Jaejoong before she started to sing. Yuri's eyes full of jealousy, and it's obvious. 'i really hate to let this moment go touching your skin and your hair falling slow lets take it slow i don't want to move to fast i don't wanna just make love, i wanna make love last when your up this high, it's a sad goodbye...' Yuri sing while playing piano 'don't you wanna stay here a little while don't you wanna hold each other tight don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight don't you wanna stay here a little while we can make forever feel this way don't you wanna stay...' tears streaming in Yuri's face ------------------------------------ Tiffany and Jaejoong left the cafe after they finished the food. They went to the park then. "uhm... Tiff, i have something to tell you" Jaejoong said in serious tone "what is it Jae?" Tiffany looked up "it's been so long for me to have this feeling. You know, uhm... I... I think i like you" Jaejoong confessed..... "would you be my girlfriend Tiffany?" "Jae...." Tiffany shocked  "i had this feeling since we were in high school. But i didn't have a courage to told you. I wish we can be more than friends" Jae stared deeply into Tiffany's eyes He stepped closer to the girl, and kissed the girl's lips gently. Until someone grabbed his shoulder roughly to seperate them. And someone punched straightly to his face. "Yuri-ah..." Tiffany's eyes widen Jaejoong pushed Yuri, but Yuri punched Jaejoong again. "Yuri!! Stop it!!" Tiffany grabbed Yuri's shoulder but it didn't help, until someone pulled Yuri from Jaejoong. It's Sooyoung. "stop it, Yul. People are looking at us" Sooyoung said calmly "get off me!" Yuri looks very mad Sooyoung gazed Tiffany "you made this trouble. Yuri never been so angry before. This is the first time i see her that way. She never lose her control"  Tiffany didn't answered. She stepped closer to Yuri and slapped her. Yuri froze at her place. "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING??" Tiffany yelled "it's really embarassing" Tiffany added Yuri smirked "yes i am, i'm embarassing" Yuri looked at Tiffany's eyes deeply. Tiffany was glued. "why Tiff? WHY??" Yuri said in high tone "you didn't love me anymore? You want to break up? Why didn't you tell me earlier, Tiff? So, i don't have to wait you" tears flowing down her cheeks "Yuri..." Tiffany said about to cry There's a silent between them, they both just crying heavily. Yuri held her chest with her hand. Crying make her difficult to breath. She took a deep breath. "Tiffany, i'm sorry... sorry, I was rude to you. Sorry, i've yelled at you. Sorry for everything, for what i've done to you that make you hurt. I'm not supposed to letting you come to my life, and fill my emptiness. I'm not supposed to letting you in trouble. I'm sorry.." Yuri's voice was trembling "Yul..." Tiffany’s voice drops. "Fany-ah, i love you. I love you more than you know. I'm setting you free now. I want you to be happy, i want you to find your happiness.."  Yuri held her chest again. Sooyoung knew that Yuri felt the pain again. Sooyoung grabbed Yuri's arms and left. Tiffany kneel down, tears streaming in her face.  "Yuri-ah... I'm sorry..." that was all she said Jaejoong rushed to Tiffany, he helped her to stood up. Then he took Tiffany home. Tiffany felt guilty to Jaejoong, she apologize. Luckily, he could understand. ------------------------------------ Tiffany couldn't stop crying. Mrs Hwang couldn't help it anymore, she went to Tiffany's room and try to calm her daughter. After few hours crying, she stop. "omma~" Tiffany said almost whisper "hmm? Do you need something, dear?" Mrs Hwang said in concerned look "anniya... Omma, i don't understand with Yuri. She chose her plan over me. She let me go. But she carried me home when i was drunk a week ago, she still caring me so much. And today she mad at me because she saw me kissing with my friend. She said that she letting me free now, i don't understand omma..."  Tiffany said in low tone "wait, what plan do you meant?" Mrs Hwang asked curiously Tiffany let a long sigh before she speaks. "she dreamt about her parents car accident. She said that she saw her uncle in her dream. She told me that in her dream, her uncle was the one whom planned the murder" Tiffany explained "then Yuri decided to met her uncle, she said that she wanted to find out the truth. But i didn't let her go. I didn't want bad things happens to her. But she chose her plan over me" Tiffany added "Tiffany, she's always try to understand you, right? I think, now it's your turn to understand her" Mrs Hwang patted Tiffany's shoulder "i think, you're the one who she needed the most now. She need you to support her" Mrs Hwang added There's a silent for a few minutes. " you right omma, it's my turn. I felt so wrong. I don't know what to do. Yuri mad at me. It was my fault. I don't want to lose her, omma" Tiffany looked guilty "just come back, and apologize. Then, never leave her anymore no matter what. Give her your support" Mrs Hwang adviced "arasso, thanks for the advice omma" Tiffany nodded and smiled. Mrs Hwang smiled back.

miss you C-7

Tiffany was walking in the beach, when suddenly someone called her name. "Tiffany?" a guy stood in front of her "Jaejoong?" Tiffany looked up "yah, is it really you Tiffany Hwang?"  "yes Kim Jaejoong" Tiffany smiled They sat on the bench and talked for a couple of hours. Jaejoong is Tiffany's friend from high school. They never met again after graduated from high school. ----------------------- Yuri came to Kwon Hotel, for the umpteenth time. Fortunately, her uncle was there. Yuri was waiting him for so long, she really want to meet him. Yuri went to Kwon Sangwoo's office room. Kwon Sangwoo is her uncle. She stepped to the door, and opened it. She entered the room then. "yah, Yuri-ah why are you here?" Sangwoo said in sarcastic tone "i want to talk to you" Yuri said in serious tone "i have no time to talk to you, i'm busy now" Sangwoo ignored her "i have a question, and you have to answer it"  "didn't you hear what i just said? I'm busy, get out of here" he yelled "i won't"  "you, bitch!" Sangwoo stood up, he stepped colser to Yuri and slapped her cheek "huh, you're such an evil" Yuri smirked Sangwoo exited his room, he called his assistant and bodyguards, to pulled Yuri exited from the hotel. "teach her a lesson" Sangwoo said to his assistant "arasso, sir"  The bodyguards pulled Yuri roughly exited Sangwoo's office room. And dragged her to exited the hotel. Yuri struggling, trying to escape. "yah!! Get off me" Yuri yelled, but they ignored her "this way, don't use the front door, people may see us. We'll teach her a lesson first" the assistant lead them to the back door They exited the hotel trough the back door. They pushed Yuri roughly to the ground then. They kicked Yuri, heartless. They hit straight to Yuri's ribs and stomache. And it's so painfull for her. It made her difficult to breath. She held her stomach, groaned in pain. Her chest raise and fall, try to  catch an air. "ugghh... ugghhh..” yuri started to coughed blood "stop it, that's enough. Lift her up" the assistant said to bodyguards They lift Yuri up. They held her arms. The assistant lift Yuri's chin up, Yuri looked at him weakly.  "this is my lesson for you" the assistant punched Yuri's face hardly until Yuri fell to the ground. Blood escaped from the corner of her eye. Yuri walked to her apartment with the last strenght she had.  *** "Yuri-ah, wake up" Sooyoung knocked Yuri's door hardly "Yuri-ah, open the door now"  Yuri walked to the door weakly, she opened the door, Sooyoung entered her apartment. "come with me, we have to leave. You can stay in my apartment" Sooyoung packed Yuri's thing "wait, wait. What happened? Why should i?" Yuri asked in confusion "your uncle, he's looking for you. He came to the cafe where you worked in the past. And i think he'll come here. He looks angry. I don't want him to hurt you. Let's go" Sooyoung grabbed Yuri's hand "no, i won't leave. I'll face him" Yuri didn't move "are you crazy?? Look, you haven't even clean your wound" "but...." "no but, follow me NOW!!" Sooyoung pulled Yuri Yuri just followed her bestfriend. She didn't strong enough to resist, Sooyoung is too strong, and Yuri is too weak because of the accident yesterday. ------------------------------- Day by day passed, Tiffany and Jaejoong almost spent all their time together. They even went to visit Jaejoong's grandma, and they stayed for about 3 days. Tiffany didn't tell her mother where did she go. So, when Yuri came to Tiffany's house to checked Tiffany's condition, Mrs Hwang only told her that Tiffany was left, and she didn't know where exactly. Yuri couldn't stop thinking about Tiffany. She couldn't survive without Tiffany. Tiffany is all she need the most now. ----------------------- "Yuri-ah, are you coming tonight?" Sunny called Yuri on the phone "yes i will, i'll come with Sooyoung" Yuri answered her partner "okay, i'll wait" "okay" they hung up the phone at the same time "don't force yourself to come Yuri-ah" Sooyoung sat next to Yuri "i'm okay Soo, don't worry" Yuri smiled "how can you still have a smile with your condition?" Sooyoung raised her eyebrow "Smile, even if it's a sad smile. I always try to smile, even though i'm in the saddest part of my life. Because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile" *** Yuri and her band will perform in a mall. They were paid by the manager there to sing on the stage, to entertain visitors. They walked up to the stage. Yuri played piano, Sooyoung played drum, and Sunny played guitar. 'Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends.......' Yuri sing the song Tiffany watched Yuri in a distant, she didn't have a courage to get closer to Yuri. She heard every single word in the song, and about to cry. 'Where are you? and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight.............' Yuri continue the song 'will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight..........' tears escaped from Yuri's eyes Tiff, will you come back? Please come back. I miss you so badly.   -yul